Poncho
Binghamton

So I am finally at Binghamton and i am having THE time of my life. No, i’m not partying or anything but i’ve achieved an inner peace that, to be honest, i couldn’t even achieve through christianity. I feel like i accomplished so much, while simultaneously feeling like i have so much to accomplish.

I’ll admit, NYU had a lot more resources and connections and blahblahblah. BUT! Binghamton has. free.. laundry…GASP! It’s magical, actually. The thing is, this school was made for people like me and was built to accommodate people like me. I’m not filthy rich, i’m not aspiring to become the next big thing, and i’m most certainly not a city chick. I am a simple, relatively poor, and stability-seeking student. I think it’s safe to say that most of us here are confused and lacking and we’re not afraid to admit it. 

New York governor Andrew Cuomo, voted against raising tuition for SUNYs. Raising the tuition would, in my opinion, entirely change the group of students SUNYs were made to appeal to. Although the deliberation of whether to raise tuition or not is still up in the air, I’d like to thank governor cuomo on behalf of students like me.

On a side note, there are rumors going around that Binghamton is trying to privatize. That would also change what type of students are to attend this school. I’m probably very biased when i say this just because i won’t be here when that happens, but i see it as a graduating process for bing. After taking in students who hovered over the “average” label and students who had to deny prestigious universities just to be able to afford a decent alternative college education, Binghamton is finally being recognized as a not-too-shabby-school-afterall. 

Kudos to you, bing. Thank you for the free laundry and the debit cardish meal plan. I don’t blame you for charging extra to students who steal cafeteria trays to sled down snowy hills.

reality.

The air grows thick and i can’t see what’s in front of me

I stumble through the mist as my breath heaves chaotically

Paradise is on the other side and there is where i want to be

So i strive through this uncertainty for an epiphany

To escape this contained unity

Of concentration of mockery

by putting me through this density.

Paradise is on the other side of this gallery

It’s blissful torture actually.

i still don’t know how to use tumblr…

but! I’ll treat it as a regular blog and write anyway.

So my transfer application went through, I got accepted, and I still have a few loose ends to take care of but.. BINGHAMTON CLASS OF 2013! Hopefully I’ll graduate on time, there are just so many general education courses I have to take before I can really dive into my major(s). 

This may be a bit predictable for a few of people but I’ve decided to send a few audition videos to Korean entertainment companies. Yea, I can’t really imagine myself there but at the same time I don’t really see myself anywhere else. It’s also just for the mere satisfaction of being acknowledged as someone with potential. After all, I still haven’t redeemed myself from that failed JYPE audition from last year. 

I don’t plan on settling in any aspect of my life. Enough isn’t enough anymore. Except in the faith department of course. I’ll do my best, God (please) do the rest.